Friday, December 01, 2006

3 and a half hours

until I have to officially be up and getting ready for school. With the snow melts my unbridled childlike glee that kept me afloat (and sleeping) for the past few days.

Have a doctor's appointment during my calculus test, but at this point I feel like it's better if I take it on Monday or have it averaged out from my final as I can't concentrate, ca't remember, and can't sleep.

I'm spiralling, but it's so subtle that I don't even notice it. Nor do I know how to stop it. I just want to curl up in a ball in my house for the next forever. Can someone send over a cook and a cleaning person though?


spotted elephant said...

I hope the doctor is able to offer some help. At the very least, I hope that spiral gets stopped.

lost clown said...

We're gonna try Risperdal (a mood stabalizer) and see if that helps.

sparkleMatrix said...

Insomnia totally sucks especially when my mind has took off.

Clown, very often I can't open the comment box to comment on here? does not like me?

teensie said...

found your blog while trying to look for 'thewomenareangry' campaign regarding Harper's cuts.

Glad to see your blog is out here making an interruption :)

lost clown said...

Sparkle: I'm unsure b/c sometimes blogger won't let me open comments boxes either. Hopefully they'll have it worked out soon. I can't beleive I'm missing your comments! That makes me sad.

Terry said...

Hugs. I took risperdal for awhile - I had trouble with side effects and it didn't really help me, but I hope it works great for you. I'm trying to hold off a meltdown myself right now, so you've got my sympathy.